8.09.2009

2 cheers.

2 things happen today.

Cheer 1,
little bro got into an accident.
how fragile is life,

a sweet naive boy living in happiness,
a sweet boy always filled with laughter.
i remember i even taught him how to watch porn.
how to scold vulgarity.

his life is filled with games, and laughter.
his life is filled with happiness and engagement.
He would always say, "ROY!"

his like a bro to me,
even my ex classmate said that we looked like brothers.

i really missed him,
yet an irony i speak.

i just saw him on thursday,
and not even a bye bye, and his gone.

S, i will miss you.
you and your gf,
i dunno what happened,
i wish i know,
i wish i can protect you,
but i wasn't there,
i couldn't.

S, i miss you.


Cheer 2,

I'm just her killtimer,
i thought it was real.

S, i will miss you too.

Bye, S.




2 Cheers,
2 painful cheers,
2 painful thing that let me hate today.

8/8/2009 - such horror.



I think of nothing,
and i went to ICA.

its 8/8/09,
where car racers,
would race the streets of singapore.
I saw GTR, Ferrari, swift sport, wish, Evo, lancer.
no joke, they are real.

i grew up again today,
i grew up, and i hate life.
i don't want to be a hater.

God i asked for opportunities to grow up,
opportunities to be a better boy/man.
God, such tests, i'm too tired to handle.
God, i'm tired.

To my words, to my heart, i pray these in your name,
Amen.


fading away; 4:04 AM


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