troubled teen...

8.31.2007

sorry about that..

been to chalet on tuesday, and was back yesterday.
chalet with classmates was great, fun..
to talk into the night with scotch as company was great
looking at them smoking the way through the night was cool too.

As time flies, we follow them too, far far until we might even forget where we stand now.
Now looking back, everything had been set ablaze memory-destructor.
who can remenber how we looked like when we 1st step into secondary school?
time, flies..

As Br always mention, having a Girlfriend, where can u ever have savings, i agreed in total. Bill explodes at 70 and counting, bank account sees no cash. sadly, i could not find a job, and counting.. I need a job, even when school term starts, i need a job, 6 - 10, $$ is what i need. 5 digit savings by 25. 6 digit by 30, and 7 digit by 40. that is how much that i need.

fading away; 10:37 PM

8.25.2007

Where do i begin..
i wonder..
how far has time passed..
4 months of cosiness, turns emptiness..
my friends of W24C, i miss u guys..
i may turn out strong, and funny..
but am just a turtle with a tough shell..

today was a great day..
hanged out with big bro and gangs..
i miss them so much..
today was great..
haha..
how far has time passed..
at last a meeting that ended with joy..
but it seems so empty after the day..
i miss my classmates..
i hope that tml i can still go school..
Joanne, where are u? why did u left us during the 2nd week..
if u were here, there might even be more laughter..
everyone seems bored of school..
the class photo never seems full..
so saD, time has passed..

A new begining is coming..
a new life with new challenges..
but still, i belive my heart will stay..
4eva, w24C, i love u..

fading away; 1:13 AM

8.22.2007

so fast, time has passed.

Why is it so easy to make frds, make a good buddy, know some mates that you can rely on when you need them, even though they are not by ur side, u know that they have the best interest for you, but why is it so hard to say goodbye?

Life still goes on right?
I really miss my friends, you know, all these whiles, i really been wanting to change classes so much, because i knew that i cannot work well with several of my mates, but why i do feel so difficult when the last day of my school is coming tml.

I feel so empty, i dun feel happy, i dun so sorrow, but i felt jolting of pain, pieces by pieces, eating me up. why am i feeling this way. why do i feel like as if i would really miss this class so much. i'm so sad.. i feel like crying, yet i cant. stoic is the word to descride myself best now.so messy is my heart tangled.

W24C, a class i would rmb, for truth, for real. i would miss you guys.

fading away; 11:38 PM

8.20.2007

shen qi, tong ku, nan guo?

haha, these few days, skipped lesson a few times, cos in the past, never skip be4, now keep on skip. xD

Today skipped AGAIN! hehe xD.

I so lazy to study la.. ;)

but anyways, i thought about it le, i will not skip another lesson again. xD

I love communication, because of the great teacher, and i love Sci, but i still skipped sci, XD. and Entreprise is cool. xD

fading away; 9:23 PM

8.19.2007

OH MY GOD!! WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY BLOGGIE!!! IT DEAD.. Z_Z

OK sorry to my fans.. All my lovely fans, HI!

A little update, I'm living fine, happy, attached. But it seems that being attached pulls me away from my gang. Fantas Gang, Nel and bros, The Bad Boys gang. Haix..

Like Sara always say, i everytime like to say people, never look at ownself. At last, i felt that kind of insult that shines upon myself, when i given it to others.

William de Bday was ytd, i did not go. I'm so ashamed to tell nel that i going out with gf, everytime gfgf, he sure angry de. Quite broke, because need to go out with GFGF.. xD

Life is like this.. I owe William and Nelson a treat out man. Soon my Bros.

And to a lady that i dare not look in the face, or even mention a word of sorry, if u ever do come by this post, i just wanna say, be happy, if u are living fine, just stay happy forever, emo is never your world in the 1st place.

Forget to mention!! I have 3 straight ACE for my maths, and sci is B+ B+ and A!!! YESH!! Commu UT3 also A!!!

I got 2 B+ predicted grade, and 2 A PG, but cognitive is B. :( Nvm, guess i will have to work even harder.

Anyways, it is time for holiday, and a time where we can hang out again my brothers.
And soon, we are changing classes. stay happy, all my frds, for if u need help, i can be here, if u need a ear.

fading away; 3:50 PM