yawns, only when i thought things was getting real. i thought its time to reciprocate.
"paranoid" - took me down.
guess, i just have to accept the fact, that i love Singlehood.
come on, i just realized today, i miss so much friends.
so much more hot girls.. *droollllsss*
i didn't realize 1 thing too, my class is infested with hot cheena girls!!! with a hot ass.
damn bitch, i can't understand wtf i was doing.
ok, WILL.I.AM, aint better than PLAYER.I.AM - Lok on the loose.
period.
fading away; 6:57 PM
7.30.2009
i have never asked for a 10 minutes.
today i took 17 minutes.
roy, u can be a better lover than this.
Roy Jiayou!
fading away; 10:51 PM
7.29.2009
all i wanted is a bit of sugar. all i really wanted is just a bit of sugar is this bitter coffee. why wouldn't you just let me have that bit of it. why do have to be so cruel, to take away that sugar that i wanted. alittlebit, just alittlebit, i ask for nothing, but that bit of sugar. i know i will ask for more, i know its addictive, but i just wan alittlebit.
its so bitter here, so bitter i couldn't cry. so bitter, nothing makes it better. work, school, they are just making it worst. you tempted me with sugar, now u are taking it away. i just want to know.. why..
alittlebit, please please please, i beg you. please!!! i just wan alittlebit of it. you mend my melted heart, now you crush it again. the promised sugar, the promised wonderland. the promised sugar, the promised neverland.
its so bitter here, i'm drowning. its so bitter here, i'm dying. all i ask for just alittlebit of sugar. can you give me?
that beautiful eyes, seductive and mesmerizing. that wide smile, gracious and attractive. that features, drooling and lustful. uncontrollably, i knew shes the one.
days and days, i crawled in. days after days, i drew near to that cave, they call love. like always, i thought, i was good. like always, i thought, it was just any girl. regretfully, i felt sorry for myself.
Roy, you are a played-boy. a boy whom got played, but not a player yourself. you thought you were once, but when you hear stories of others, you felt like a virgin ever for once.
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i like holding yours hands. my heart beat faster than usual whenever you held it like this. my legs wobble, when your hands and mine cross.
the kick got worst, when we hugged. like never before had i such a warm welcome.
the pace just shot up, when you kissed me on the cheek.
my heart stopped, with a heavy explosion when we kissed on the lips for the very 1st time, it maybe just some back alley, but a heavy implosion.
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"Got customer say i handsome" - Roy
*giggles* - Roy
"They said that, so they can get a cheaper deal" - Ah Lian&Penny
*hearts broken* - Roy
"WEI!!! ENOUGH HOR, i is shuai de kay" - Roy
*HEads held up* - Roy
"of course handsome la, but still nobody want" - Ahlian&Penny
*Crack crack crack, heart broken* - Roy
enough of these stuff.
i like dating :) anyone up for a movie date, harry potter?
fading away; 2:50 AM
7.15.2009
My blog has been spied by B.
i'm using Initials instead now (got the idea from B.)
fading away; 8:30 PM
7.08.2009
"Trying to rationalize with irrational people is a waste of time. Your friends don't need explanations and your enemies won't believe you anyway. So just look at the source, laugh and move on. It makes your life much simpler. ♥"
<< got this from a status comment on my friend's side.
fading away; 3:16 PM
its like an adrenaline rush everyday. its getting weird. the more i read it, the more weird i feel. i haven had this feeling so strong and tight already. a bond so strong, enough to take down an elephant.
feeling damn tired. sad and gone.
fading away; 1:58 AM
Roy.
I like R&B
Saggitarus
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Student
DOB231189
Republic Poly
Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
