Firstly, Happy birthday to Julia Tan Shin Yienn! *is that how i spell your name?* Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you!! Happy birthday to youuuu..
Happy birthday, Halloween Baby! :D
2ndly, there is UT tml.. Z_Z Study time!
fading away; 10:17 PM
10.30.2007
i'm so tired.. yawns. i dun care la. what people think of me, isn't me. because i am who i am not. i try to be a better person by being funny but i couldn't. too bad for me. yawns. I have lost track of time. all i yearn for is just some old taste. but i guess i would never have it.
fuck.. what is wrong with me. am i suppose to anticipate something.. i dunno.. yawns. i dun bother anymore. i'm so tired, any bed for rental? big enough for me to roll over for eternity?
fading away; 4:34 PM
10.28.2007
This is, WHAT I HAVE IN MY ROOM NOW! Bombay Sapphire, Gin dry, cool and hot! i bet this will make u itch and crawl eh! wanna try it? call 999-12345. Shit. xD
Anyways, watched this show on casanova. Its really cool how he can manipulate gurls, and make them want him so much. Awesome! Casanova wannabe, i will be the 1st in line! And i feel that playing the violin is much more sexier than playing the piano, any agreements? like huang Li Hommy, his violin is totally awesome!
fading away; 9:22 PM
10.27.2007
i have sorted everything out.. I made my own set of views and rules, because i feel that it is reasonable. i stood strong, because i wont be weaken. Roy had made his theory many times, because all he wants is to help.
those eyes that u saw, i bet u saw it wrongly, dun wrong me for now. cause u don't know me.
if u knew me better, you would understand how i feel. i never told u how i feel, is because i dun wan u to know me. this way, it saves alot more trouble for urself.
whatever things u say about me, i dun believe any of them is true, because i have been trying to be a nice guy for a fucking long time. u wont wan me to be nasty, u wont survive that, its horrible. and what ur friend saw.. do they even know me at the 1st place? Ting is a really swt gurl, she smiles to me everytime she sees me. Roy is not the Roy you know. he isn't nice for now.
Dont let a tree burn ur forest. i would be 1st in line to chop it off. because it no longer matters. put it painfully, its just a passingby of history.
I have stopped thinking for a moment. the moon is pretty tonight. smile at it, and god bless u. point at it, and ouch u go. fuck it? hell with u. I miss the sea breeze, i miss going back to what i was in the past. no need to think about anything, i miss going out on the sea with daddy, enjoying the breeze, and fishing in the middle of no where. i miss so much stuff.
fading away; 9:41 PM
i stood there.. looking at the full moon.. memories of everything that i have saw since i could rmb ran through the skull of mine. i missed those times when we sat at east coast, drank till we could rmb nuts.
my friends, i miss those old times. i have started to look infront of everything. but still, i miss those times when we sat together, did all sorts of nonsense and smiled to one another, like we used to,i miss u guys.
am i like, gonna die? why do i sound so saD? i wonder..
fading away; 10:51 AM
10.25.2007
i guess i'm just a dumbdumb. i'm so tired, and worn out. i need some time to think..
sorry jq, last night bothered u.. didn't mean to use vulgar, just very worn out.
sara, why are u so angry? like today morning! i just say, good luck for uT den u so fierce.. give me a reason.. i'm like so saD la..
i wanna be happy-go-lucky. how to?
fading away; 8:14 PM
10.24.2007
am i really that kind of guy? that type of merciless being that slays anyone in my way? did i really hurt someone so much? can anyone vouch for me?
tears are rolling down my eyes, and all i can do is just stop and stare.
my heart stopped beating, the moment u told me about me.
i guess those words are enough. i will stop.. stop..
stop being nice.
new style.. fuck u understand?
fading away; 8:59 PM
10.23.2007
hey hey hey.. yo whats up peeps, like people who likes to see my blog dun forget to leave a tag to let me know whose looking :)
yeah yeah, roy back to normal, still coughing.. almost dying. just blogging my life to let myself rmb about myself and keep some values some stuffs..
Today in school, Cognitive Problem Solving, i learnt about Chances.. Yes yes, of course everyone has met chances people but to say this, chances is given to us, only when we work hard if we don't, chances are not there. So, it is always up to us, whether we wan to take it, and keep it or not onli..
Some stuff to joke about : "I'm so tired, that i fell asleep while wanking"
I'm so fat, that my stool are covered in oil!
I'm so crazy, that patients of Mental hospital thinks i'm crazy!
**** is a thin, that i thought i saw a stick walking!
She is so hot, that i have throw her into a pool of water to cool her off!
I'm so stupid, that Republic Poly, turns out to be Rubbish Poly
I'm so old, that i fart dust!
Yomma so stupid, that she used a vibrator as back-massage machine!
fading away; 10:10 PM
10.22.2007
I have found my route. The one i am going to take..
lord help me.. god bless america!
numb would be how i feel now. i dun bother about past, lets look whats ahead front.
fading away; 9:20 AM
10.21.2007
yeah.. you are so right yan..
whats the point.. and its so soon that i have found my point..
now, its time to back to being a bad boi. Yeah baby, yeah.
fading away; 1:21 AM
10.20.2007
Stress..
everytime i smell the brezze.. it all came back to me.. the feeling.. the time when we lied together under the night skies.. when the wind was so cold, i held my hands over you.. the times when we drank till i wasn't walking straight.. those times that we really pour our feelings together.. my dear friends...
I'm feeling so much pain now.. but i do not know what am i feeling pain for.. someone can tell me why.. i really hope that i can go away.. away away..
To: My dear friend.. I remember those times when we chatted on the phone till late those memories that i tried to help u earse of.. those times i really did like u alot.. alot.. but in your eyes, i never had a stand.. you only had eyes for that guys.. when i saw him, i felt really upset.. during the chalet, you only had time with them, your friends.. so i gave up.. from then on.. time after time.. i put out the burning flame. i moved on, because i did not dare to look back.. i really want you to know that i can be ur fall back.. i still keep your letters.. i never kept my promise, because i could not keep it well.. but now.. i guess it never ended till now.. guess i am just a crazy guy after all.. a meanie who tends to hurt you only.. i'm rather sorry to hurt you alot.. the story ends here..
I have lost track of time, i guess...
fading away; 11:48 PM
10.18.2007
haha, 3850, who has? it was all just a too-bad dream for myself onli haha, i hope that life would be happier. but anyways, i am happier.
And GOD, i am taking it.. :)
fading away; 3:41 PM
10.17.2007
haix. dash of hopes.
there is nothing called free load in this world everyone of us have to understandt that. and i understood it today. too bad man. haha thats life i guess.
fading away; 7:50 PM
10.16.2007
Wa, u all so pour cold water one la. bad boi is sexy boi thats a fact the most i dun eat, everyday diet lor den become thin like teko den can liaox lor like that more sexy right? HAHA
anyways, sara, not that i dun invite u, just i lazy to cook la. haha :P haha, i so bored I AM SO FREAKING HOME ALONE AT HOME HELP SOMEONE HELP!!
HAHA, bad boi has their own charm 1 la hor. HAha :P
fading away; 8:57 PM
10.15.2007
I'm such a bad boy! Hell yeah i love bad boi!
Bad boi are sexy bois, ain't it? Oh yeah, anyways, its coming!!! YESH!!! The day that Roy will really roar the dance floor. Loves from my mates :D Anyways, i saw a post from ***, that inside a BGR, one should always keep a distant. yeah i agree to some point, but at sometime when this comes into consideration, just get out of it, relationship is really boring! i HAVE TO CONtradict, cause it is really boring, u have damn lots of things to look after. haha but i dun regret, since that is a fact.
Anyways.. L i f e
S u c k s
f u l l | t i m e .
Haha, my parents are going oversea on tuesday, and my bro wont be out from camp till sunday!! yes, home alone boi! OH yeah baby! anyone wans to come and stay over? and lets rock the night out!! WOOHOOO! xD i guess none ba. haha.
dun misunderstand that my tag, someone say that i still smoking, i smoke, but onli to a extent, when i need it and when i am slacking. Haha. and i dun smoke much, social. one month the most one pack.
AHHHHHHHHHH! i wan to the devil, anyways, there is alot of things in mind, but i wont state it down. Haha, my little secret :P
*act boish* Dear bloggie, Roy here asking for some space to write down my sorrows. o blog, i have alot of trouble asduhauosdnasdascofa94w7236t&%$^*RFYG&%$%^EFGHO*(I"PYY......
*vulgar boi* Oh my, com got some problem. HELL! Shit no piece, alrights now looking back in my life, i really regretted for so much things i have done. But i cannot, because it is wrong to regret. we should learn from our mistake and keep walking for life is so short, we should learn how to take care of ourselves enjoy the juices of vodka, the devilish air of ciggerate and the jamming of hell from metal. Holy *&%*(&%!! So many things had happened, fuck! i dun give a damn anymore because i would not look back and think back Fuck, i dun fucking give a damn anymore fuck! why should i fucking bother, because u think i care? oh fuck! just fuck out of my space, beeyotch!
fading away; 4:22 PM
10.14.2007
new style Roy, bad boi type. :D
fading away; 12:39 AM
Sorry sorry sorry.. Its been long since i last blogged. OOpx
Haha, anyways, life for me is still the same. Alittle different, but i shall not detail it.
Anyways, its coming, the day that Roy will rawr in the dancefloor, start being a bad boi like i don't give a damn, and finally, tell my buds, we are on par.
23nov07, its coming. Haha. Anyways, i tried being a nice guy already, since she dun appreciate it, i guess there is nothing i can bother to look back i guess i wont give a damn, min min i would heed ur words. between me and her, there is no owing. understood. :)
fading away; 12:19 AM
Roy.
I like R&B
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Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
