you sometimes its really easy, when someone can just move on by changing girlfriends. one of my classmate, his not flirt, but just playful.. or maybe not.. i dunno. he changes girlfriends like on average 1 very 2 month? or 3 month? but once, i saw a picture dropping out of his wallet. his ex-gf which i knew.
i realized something, however what we are, there is a part of us that still clings on to something. i wanna cry out loud, but i dunno how to shed one.
"I finished crying in the instant that you left And I can't remember where or when or how And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
But when you touch me like this And you hold me like that I just have to admit That it's all coming back to me" - Celine Dion It's all coming back to me now
when i see the things that u gave me, read through the things u gave me, its all coming back to me now.
I broke my promise, i broke another promise, broke my own promise, telling that i would move on.
i'm useless ain't I, people call me Ah lok a.k.a Casanovia a.K.a Playboy. yet i rejected so many. haha! i fucking miss you. I'm jealous.. so jealous.
fading away; 5:45 PM
6.09.2009
i had a little too much to drink the previous week.
on friday night, Miss Santa pop by, and dropped a package over behind the flowerpod.
nice nice, ain't she. that was like.. 9 - 10? She thought i was home, but i was out clubbing.
Shake ah Shake.
It was really the sweetest thing, especially when i have work the next day.
I called it the Chicken Thingy, and Miss Santa laughed :( Correct ma, Ji Qing, sounds like Chicken Thingy.
And a little something to sweeten the taste for the aftermath. My heart melted. *Smirks*
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Sunday night, when i got back from work, had supper with manager and baoyu, met up with Sara and CuteCute (Know who? ^.^)
As we were playing around with the strap thing that Sara had from her new bag, she made me a ring.
Too big, so i asked her to tighten and she forgot to passed me back. I just made a casual remark due to the "IN" thing, "You Owe Me Something".
She bought me a RING! Oh my god. That is like the sweetest thing ever.
Ha, it looks nice.
But for now, i have to say goodbye to my Playboy. It has accompanied thru my thick and thin. I respect.
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YAHOOO!!!! SARAFOO BOUGHT ME A RING! COOL MAN! WE AIN'T GETTING MARRIED, DUN WORRY.
AND SO I MADE A PACT, I WOULD GUARD SARA, UNTIL THE DAY SHE FOUND HER PARTNER. *Woohoo Sara's FLying*
I WILL LOVE HER, AND NOT GET A GF, UNTIL SHE GETS A BF. A PACT, A PROMISE. *Fly High High*
I DUN EVEN TREAT AHBAO THAT GOOD, AS I TREAT YOU. LOVE YOU ONLY AH. *FLEW NEAR HEAVEN*
AND I'M SERIOUS ABOUT THIS PACT, SO AHFOO IF YOU SEE THIS, PLEASE FASTER GET A BF AH, DUN WAIT UNTIL YOU OLD ALREADY GOT COBWEBS, STILL NOT OUT. *Drop down!!! HA!*
That will be you, if you still dun find 1. *DEAD*
HAHA! K la Foo, love u many many the much.
FOR THOSE WHO WANTS TO SEE THE CLUBBING PICTURES, CHECK OUT http://sarally.blogspot.com
fading away; 6:04 PM
6.05.2009
clubbed on wednesday, double O, saw Mickey, saw Fiona. My god.
Drank and Sing ytd, Jialat.
on both occassion, i got to wake up early tml morning at 8, for FYP.
today, i'm already, almost dead, had fyp since 9 till 5. GOD.
and my best frds are asking me to CLUB AGAIN! DOuble O AGAIN!
go also no pretty girl.. XD k la, ah foo pretty, but i dun like, lei long lei long
fading away; 7:46 PM
6.03.2009
u are suppose to live a discreet life. u got a comfy bed room(tomyself), a user-friendly laptop, with a 22" screen tv as your monitor. you got a handphone, that is nice to use. a wallet given by your bro, with no hardcash in it. you got 3 softtoys accompanying you to bed everynight.
what else do you want? Nissan Fairlady? A bed so big, that fits you, in a third of the corner? a screen so big, that you have to be 10 m away?
there should always be a limit to everything.
losers complain, winners champion.
fading away; 12:02 AM
Roy.
I like R&B
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Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
