troubled teen...

11.29.2008

alittle updates on whatever that happened on my bday. sorry for late updates.

on the 21st was out with Lance and gang to Celebrate my bday which is on the 23rd

Well, we went to ICON bar. Near Shenton Way. One word: Hot!

22nd, out with the gang.

Yupz yupz, there they are!

From these 3 above pictures, do you guys see an unfamiliar face? Well, there are suppose to be 2, with anyone of u do not know ah ong. Ong is Qian's bf.

Well, another cute guy in the picture. And that would definetly be Samuel.

and who is he?

A younger brother, belonging to one of my BFF. Yes, 1/4, make a guess.

I have to tell you, it was his 1st time in ZOUK, and clubbing!

And i bet he totally love it! As crazy going as the sister!*insider*

"to the dearest friends that gave a good bday celebration, i appreciated it."

but i guess i missed out more fun than i believe i could get.

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Well, she haven't replied my messages, nor has she sent me a bday message,

which i thought she would!!

yeah, kind of sad eh.

but its ok.

life have to go on like this.

My part time says that i can go on without love, but not without friends?

mmm.. i wonder..

now now, to reaffirm myself and friends who are dearly stuck with ur relationship life now.

fret not!

now is not time for relationship, but the time for self-improvement!

we are already old enough, no long in secondary school.

no longer acting all childish and stupid,

saying things to purposely anger other people like a classmate of mine.

She did it on purpose, and i believe, all the time.

But after sometime, i start to realise,

isn't it best for me to tone my anger management?

SELF-IMPROVEMENT! Lets grow up! Lets think about our future,

whats the main focus of my life now?

is it relationship?

is it boobs?

is it love that i need?

booze that waste me away?

or should i work harder to train for what i like?

work even harder to get a better life ahead?

Let us grow up. Be inspired, be smart, and stop being a kid.

fading away; 2:39 AM

11.26.2008

why wont the world listen?

what is wrong with the people?

am i the one being immatured?

or the one being overly matured that people (my generation) cant understand?

it is pretty weird.

so gonna retreat into my nest, and right, fuck u - to the world,

and the people who wouldn't listen but complain,

to the people who just like to put blame on the others.

fading away; 2:54 PM

11.23.2008

There is a video from my BFFs, its the sweetest thing i ever received in my life. Seriously..

I cannot say, how much gratitute, how much thanks i can tell them

Sarafoo, u lost so much sleep, u didn't attend school, because of this?

I dun need this at all, because i got 1 thing i need u all to know, material stuff, aint important.

What is important is the love and care.

I thought u skipped school, and didn't came to meet me, was because of some personal issue, and even blamed u for it. I'm so sorry.

And the rest whom appeared in the video, JQ/Bao/Min.

I just wanna say, THANK YOU.

If it isn't because of u peeps, i would be a nobody, no life, no enjoyment, no happiness, no one to cry out to. I so appreciate all of your attendance, all of your everything. Thank you, thank you thank you.

fading away; 4:15 AM

11.18.2008

there she laid,
on my bed.

her worn out look,
wears me out.

i'm so tired,
but her prescences
makes a difference to the weariness.

fading away; 11:35 AM

11.16.2008

tear me apart.

saw me in half.

piece by piece is left of me.

i'm feeling low, i'm feeling down.

i need a hug, i need a shoulder,

i need something i can rely on.

fading away; 10:45 PM

well, i heard from my friend that the PP email was sent to everyone.

A mass Spam.

-.-! I happy for no reason!

AHHH! *(&^%&*(*%^$
decoded as: *(&^%$%^*%&*
Decoded again as: F*** C*b K*n

well.. Sorry, due to some of my bloggers being holy and underage,
=D

Weekend was tiring! Working Working Working..

Bday coming ^.^

fading away; 10:10 PM

11.14.2008

Oh my god! Look at this!!

The people from Student Career Centre wants my PP up the gallery!

Wow, what an achievement.

I feel that at last, i done something right for the 1st time.

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Today, there are 2 secondary school teachers in my class.

They are here to try and adopt to the PBL learning method,

and try to implement some of these skills to their sec. school.

well, its very much impt, that we act exactly how we should.

Well, at the end of the day, the ladies mentioned that they enjoyed my presentation!! WEEE!

Things seems to be brightening and burning up for me now. i will work harder now and now

fading away; 4:20 PM

11.12.2008

like a beautiful swan,
you danced gracefully on the stage.

every defying move you did,
shows courage deep within.

i feel in love instantly,
with the dance i never understood.

Like the moonlight in the sky,
the raindrops from the cloud,
all falling onto earth,
i too,
fell flat with a soft smooth landing,
i call love.

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her immerse energy,
pushed her dreams wide and far.

her pursue,
draws her further into reality.

i saw her energy,
slowly i took myself down and layback.

i shouldn't be thinking,
but what i should do now,
is to fight for MY reality.

such sweet kisses,
i fell in the depth of eternity,
i call it The Love Well.

fading away; 11:07 PM

11.05.2008

我的天是灰色
我的心是蓝色
触摸著你的心
竟是透明的
* 你的悠然自得
我却束手无策
我的心痛竟是你的快乐
*
# 其实我不想对你恋恋不捨
但甚么让我輾转反側
不觉我说著说著
天就亮了
我的唇角嘗到一种苦澀
@ 我是真的为你哭了
你是真的隨他走了就在这一刻
全世界伤心角色又多了我一个
我是真的为你爱了你是真的跟他走了
能给的我全都给了我都捨得除了让你知道我心如刀割

fading away; 10:46 PM

11.04.2008

I"M HAPPY~~!!!

I"M SUPER HAPPYYY!!!

VIVAN's MUM and SISTER said i HANDSOME!!

WOOHOOO!! i'm flying to heaven!

catch me eh, if not i fly away

fading away; 3:03 PM

11.02.2008

Yes,
i found a reason.
a reason to let me lock my past up.
keep it aside, and forget about it.

don't start thinking otherwise.
during my 3 days at work,
i been thinking,
wondering,
wasting my time,
and found a really good reason why i should be there.

I met Kohki Ohba, Kohki-san.
His a jap dude with a pretty bad english speaking ability.
but this guy inspired me, to be a man.
to be someone who wants to be respected.

i found out that i have been living my days in solitary.
yes, i got flings.
i kissed girls whom aint my gf.
i been lustful.
but i know that i am still there in my past.
and now, today onwards, i will try and step out of it.

Kohki-san got inspired to be an Eco friendly guy, and supports strongly on world peace.
he said that he wants to bring US(everyone) together, and put this bond to share our love.
he mentioned that everyone of us is a story teller.
A storyteller that inspires anyone else.
Like an Multi-level marketing,
1 person to spread a word to 2, 2 to 4, and 4 to 8.
I very much understood what he says.
i will heed his advice and be a story teller who tells story of love.
His 38 years old, but but but, he is very much young at heart. Trust me on that.
Well, he suddenly asked me about girls, and steady.
I didn't reveal much about my recent break-up.
i just told him that, since i'm so young,
its time that i buck up on my studies and career preparation.
"When there is career, there will always be love/relationship"
"必有事业，就有爱情" quoted from ah mao.

i believe he left for Jap already, at 12mid 1/11. He says, once he reach singapore, he would give me and another colleague of mine a call, out for a drink. I would miss him dearly.
I believe he will be a reason for me to be a better guy, a better man in life.

Well, to talk about something else.
I'm quite despo now.
Ladies/Gents, if you see the above highlighted sentence, please, dun be shocked.
I'm despo for a good hug and a good love by someone.
No lust, no nuts.
Any kind soul that is willing to love me?! Hello?! Ah..
Thats you right there. YOU!!!!

fading away; 2:45 AM

11.01.2008

恋爱是什么？
奇怪的感觉，
一不小心就会害死人

I used to be very in love.
but recently i been thinking.
now i know who i am thinking of.
i been thinking, been missing, been wishing.
well, i will stand tall, and be a man!

I been working, lately.
At suntec convention Hall, 402.
1/11/08 is the last day.
Its a panasonic display solution show.
Friends of mine passing by this blog and by suntec city, do come down and take a look.
Well, i didn't manage to take a picture of it.
But its really huge, estimated prize going up to 230k (based on Roy's info), possible up to half a mil.
The fun thing about today is, its not fun! Yes! Totally! Boring!!!!!

fading away; 12:15 AM