7.11.2007

i'm so lazy.. haiz.. yawn.. Z_Z


fading away; 11:56 AM


7.01.2007

To my friends.. To all that cares about me.. To my brothers and sisters.. To those that i have once forsaken.. I have grew up.. Bit by Bit, i grew. I have noticed things out of the circle, i have noticed things that only our heart can see. I have grew.. i am proud.. yet it's still not enough. Naive, but still i'm growing.

I have noticed something .. in a relationship, the more you put in, the more you would expect in return.. I always thought that the more i give, it's ok for me not to receive..
But i was wrong.. very wrong about myself.. I am never that good before.. I never love someone unconditionally before.. I will have to change.. Be better.. be better.. better and better.. How much more..

Be happy.. how to be happy.. sometimes going into a relationship just gives me more pain and heartache. i appear happy on the outside, but none has known my inside.. there are always small little things that would ignite that part of me..

Is it that i expect too much of myself? I guess so.. I will stop changing and be who i am now.. I will stop moving ahead.. and trying to be the perfect man.. I will change only when i have to ... now.. let me just rest..


fading away; 6:55 PM


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