so much so much things have happened in my life. But now, it seems better.. abit better..
It seems rather, i just cannot fit in, cant i.. I am just so different from the class ain't it? The way i am, the way i am brought up, the way i learn things? I miss the time when i am in my secondary school, cracking stupid jokes. Being a kid.. i am so tired to constantly reminding that i am old enuff. i keep telling BR that we all should just grow up, but it seems, i am still where i am a yr ago.. How much have i grew? How far have i stepped since then? I dunno, i dunno.. How much more must i go to make people feel proud standing beside me? I disgrace people, and people i love.. i am just useless.. I will change.. For the sake of stupid things i have done in the past, i will change For the sake of those words i said, i will change For the sake of being who i am, i will change. For the sake of everything, i will change for the sake of u, i will change.
How much.. how much is enough? How much is it enough to be mature? To be strong? To provide happiness? I envious qiann.. she said how mature ah ong is.. Someone strong, i envious ah ong, but his older than i am.. what am i to compare to him? Big bro has his sorrows.. Who is old enough to talk to me.. strong enough to comment me? none of my few friends ard me.. haix.
fading away; 3:15 PM
6.20.2007
it's coming again.. the toughest time of my life.. Shag.. really.. SHAGG... Z_z..
fading away; 9:03 PM
Hey hey all.. I am back..
Roy Lee. the lee guy of the century, those who frequent my blog, thanks for the support!!
I am just born lazy to update. :P
Time to update my news, I am ATTACHED!! To Someone that i really love. And i do not know how, but i really love her. Not him, ok.. In just 11 days, and i feel that this love seems so real, be it true or false. In just 11 days, i found the reason why God stop me from searching reasons for me to stop being a Casanova. Making me undergoes tests to tone my mentality.
Firstly, i have to say, tHank God for giving me her. And i just have to thank God again for giving me this chance. This route.
To my friends out there, dun worry, i wont neglect u due to gf. But truthful though, i think i really wan to spend more time with GF wor.. Can't believe i said that right? no, i didn't.. someone was typing. hahahah!! I wont be so Zhong She Qing you one lor.. everyone knows.. *everyone thinnks oppositely*
For those buds who anticipate to see her so much.. just wait, we will have a chance to hang out one.. haha :)
************************************************************************************ If you are saD, then i shall be the wind to bring your pain away. If you are happY, i shall stand by you and listen to your joyous moment. If you are stress, i shall be the one to take away your problems. ************************************************************************************
fading away; 8:11 PM
someone once told me that true love is hard to come by. Carmen, if u ever come by my bloggie, i wanna tell u this, True love is hard to come by, you have suffered alot during ur ordeal within that 44 days.
i have no advises for u, i have nothing more i can say to u. But i have to say that, if u ever need some help, i am just a phone call away. I'm your friend, at least i can help out abit.. :)
hey, a friendly update.. my big bro has problem that is unsolved. saD guy eh.. I have solved my problem, and living like a happy carefree boi.. been to sentosa ytd with william, br, dawn, duck, ben, and br's brother. I went there late in the afternoon, and i just sat by the beach. I realised something, The gurls there are in Bikinis.. Omg.. SINNER!!! Roy U SINNER!!! haha, fine.. saD :(.. i found out that i didn't had that body.. 11/06/07, from today, have to work hard.. everyday work abit harder, slowly will see result.. From then, i am able to take off my shirt in sentosa and walk in proud. xD
i have asked alot of people this question, do i have the qualities of being a play boy? and wondered how many say no? none! Damn SaD. updates till here..
today is monday, last week of hols, must enjoy this whole week, sauna and gym!! Yeah!!!!
fading away; 10:30 AM
Roy.
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Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
