troubled teen...

7.24.2008

the most beautiful love, purest and innocent.

comes when 2 person bonds together.

Be it gay, lesbian or normal partners.

There is always a bond.

even someone were to tell me that how much he/she loves one another,

if there isn't a bond, there isn't anything at all.

i been thinking of quite a while now.

this a beautiful scenery in tibet.

a picture speaks a thousand word.

i just wanna say,

with the picture, the song of opera Pie Jesu,

these 2 are the audio and visual effects that deeply hits "certain" humans.

i have the urge to bring my bond to those places of scenery and enjoy love.

someday.. someday it will come.

my bond would come, not now, soon.

its easy to love, but its hard to share a bond.

Its easy for 2 person to be together, but how is it that they will share that exact bond.

fading away; 6:09 AM

7.15.2008

I need a hive,
To hide my lies,
From this lonely dive
What is there to apply?
In this lonely life
I said goodbye to my only wife,
And there she goes,
Out to die.

fading away; 11:51 AM

7.10.2008

And there he goes.

The once so powerful dragon,
got torn apart of his wings,
and his scales shred away from him of his disgrace.

His paws no longer sharp,
his sight no longer far,
his breath no long breathe fire,
his tail swipe no power,
and his heart bled in pain.

He lost his love,
however hard he tries to fight,
however hard he tries and conquer,
he knows he needs his love,
but there he goes, lost in darkness and vain.

He will keep up his pace,
and throw his heart away,
his fury will turn rage,
his paws will once sharpen,
his wings will grow,
his blood flow,
his tail will break any moutain,
and he knows he can do it.

All he needs is throw his heart away.
Death Again, and now his reborn.
His skin will be thicker than the depth of hell,
his blood will burn with hades,
and he will grow hate.

Anger Management is the last thing he needs,
The Hulk is here, comes again.

fading away; 1:41 PM

7.07.2008

well.

everything is coming down on me,
bang bamm klang,
there it goes,
round again, my life back once again.

i am lost,
like a soldier with no compass map,
like a rabbit lost in a magician hat,
a sandwich no ham.
this tasteless, this painful,
i know i'm stupid to make sucha choice,
but its you i don't wanna hold back now.

i wont die again, like i do.
i wont budge again, like i do,
now i'm Roy again, like i do,
this is me, like i do.

fading away; 2:52 PM