i took a step, and i fell flat onto the bed. i could not hear anything at all, but a screeching pitch, screaming its way out of my ear.
I laid flat, thinking of this as my final moments, my last few minutes thinking straight before i finally pass on. The screeching sound is starting to piss me off, but to pass it off, i thought of my future events either in hell or heaven.
Flashbacks, and memories raced through ever faster than light speed. Regrets and sorrows, joys and cheers couldn't be much important than friends, but without much of a choice choosing these flashbacks, i got jammed in a "space". I looked around, and i saw my dream girl, but who is she? Shes running, faster than ever, like we are racing in a sprint run. I chased and chased...
"AHHHHHH" i looked around, and i saw her again, beside me, back faced me. Shes asleep under the dark shades under the moonlight, i couldn't help but stared at her beautiful back, with long hair and a nicely shaped figure, i blacked out.
Startled, i opened my eyes, and tilted my head up looked around and i'm back to my bedroom. my hands are cold, my body without strength, and i no longer felt pain but fear. fear that i will no longer see the bright sunlight, see my parents, shout at my friends, and love them. i fear that my gone, will bring pain to people whom once told me that they will be sad if i leave this world.
My eyes grew tired, they are closing down yet going up, like in a game of tug-o-war. I'm weak, i'm tired, and i'm restless. I'm strength-less, like a jelly wobbling, prepared to be eaten. I could no longer think well now...
Trickling down my face, was tears that held back for a long while, so this is what others say, the moments before death. I looked around my bedroom, and i saw 3 of my soft toys. I grappled every strength, i had left, and managed to pull the 3 of them into my cuddle, kissed them a last goodbye, and whispered a sweet soft goodbye, "i will miss you" was the last words i said.
(p.s. I'm tired, very worn out. I saw my bed, i fell onto it. I thought i was nearly going to die, when i was suddenly awoken 5 minutes later, realising, i haven't bathe.)
anyways, goodnight.
fading away; 1:43 AM
Roy.
I like R&B
Saggitarus
19+
Student
DOB231189
Republic Poly
Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
