troubled teen...

8.12.2008

Lets grab a stand.

I have had it, and its done.

Yes, i'm a fucktard, i'm fuck. Thats a fact.
If you cant just take a joke that "U ASS", then i will be a fucktard.

I'm being RUDE, of course.
who could be more ruder than me?
u? of course not, u are a lady to start off with.

I will learn and respect the fact.
And to tell u the fact, i have called everyone i known even for at the least minute, an ASS at that point of conversation isn't rude, but just something to boost the conversation.
I personally believe i wont have a lack of people liking me, loving me, and of course talking to me. I respect the fact that everyone has their own stand, keep being an extremist, be it!
YOu have never changed, and u keep telling me that i'm in the wrong.
I try and convince myself, force myself to bed telling myself that i got a big problem with MYSELF.

I have to admit i made ur life miserable in the past.
Keep biting it, just keep biting it.
I hate you. I am telling you, i hate u.
I bet u are reading this now in enjoyment how much hate i got for you.

i been remincising, and i been guilty.
but forget it, i really hate you.
I haven't told anyone yet, this much hate i have for him/her.
you be the first.
I wont smile when i see you,
you will be a stranger in my eyes.
i wont care about you, blocked and deleted you.
i will try hard to not rememeber ur hotmail, in case to add you back.
i wont feel sorry for u anymore.
its not worth it.

I wont update posts about you anymore, this will be the last.
I wont even be a single bit of stress for you, in ur life.
If we ever get into the same class, i will avoid talking to you.
If we have a common friend, i will do my best not to talk to him/her much.
i will do my very best to leave this solace to an eternity of disregard.
i will remember no more about you.
i do my best not to call your name anymore, or look u in the eyes.
its done, the deed is over.
I will write you no more. Goodbye.

P.S i dun deserve this kind of act that you have.

fading away; 1:12 AM