so much so much things have happened in my life. But now, it seems better.. abit better..
It seems rather, i just cannot fit in, cant i.. I am just so different from the class ain't it? The way i am, the way i am brought up, the way i learn things? I miss the time when i am in my secondary school, cracking stupid jokes. Being a kid.. i am so tired to constantly reminding that i am old enuff. i keep telling BR that we all should just grow up, but it seems, i am still where i am a yr ago.. How much have i grew? How far have i stepped since then? I dunno, i dunno.. How much more must i go to make people feel proud standing beside me? I disgrace people, and people i love.. i am just useless.. I will change.. For the sake of stupid things i have done in the past, i will change For the sake of those words i said, i will change For the sake of being who i am, i will change. For the sake of everything, i will change for the sake of u, i will change.
How much.. how much is enough? How much is it enough to be mature? To be strong? To provide happiness? I envious qiann.. she said how mature ah ong is.. Someone strong, i envious ah ong, but his older than i am.. what am i to compare to him? Big bro has his sorrows.. Who is old enough to talk to me.. strong enough to comment me? none of my few friends ard me.. haix.
fading away; 3:15 PM
Roy.
I like R&B
Saggitarus
19+
Student
DOB231189
Republic Poly
Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
