all these whiles, what have i been trying to achieve? Fishing? being a fisher to satisfy my lost? lost of what? lost of friends? what do i want? whats my target?
why cant i just express? why cant i am given a chance to express? it's compressing down on me, crushing me piece by piece, i'm dying off soon. help me.. i cant breathe, i cant think, i just wan to grasp for air, but where the air when i opened my mouth, where are they?
to you: You spoke about those hurts i given to u, i spoke about how lousy i am.. I can only say i am sorry. Let me ans ur questions why i didn't like to reply u. Your msges, every single msges that u sent me brought spikes along. I felt like a dumb reading those msges. It hurts, i cared no more. I didn't even know how to reply those msges. Then u keep saying how bad i am for not replying those msges, how i didn't cared about, but have u thought how bad it felt. U put pressure into people, to make them accept things or facts. i wanna speak no more how i feel about u. Several times i step down, i didnt even wan to reply u, because i am afraid i would send u the wrong things again, and more misunderstandings.. i am tired of it all. lazy to bother. U just like to make people feel guilty and make them upset. or mayb not others that u care, but me. me alone. I bother none.
fading away; 12:30 PM
Roy.
I like R&B
Saggitarus
19+
Student
DOB231189
Republic Poly
Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
