hai.. my life had a turnover in juz a few mins time. flashbacks.. everything.. mentally challenged, physically challenged, financially challenged, most of all, pressures and stress.. spritually damn low.. Z_Z I juz remenbered how 2 frds of mine, both gurls, telling me that they earn their own allowance, not taking a single cent from their parents.
i after thinking seriously back.. i really spent everything on rubbbish.. wasted money, when i haven started earning them. i feel so useless as compared to them.. haix.. i really need some reflections.. i seriously dunno even if i'm able to cope with evaxing.. and training for evaxing.. i seriously dun have the mood to listen to someone talking lecture to me or teaching me stuff.. what i'm afraid that my anger might come back again.. what i have now is a black black face.. Z_Z..
when i need some hugs and loves.. cares and concerns.. i seriously cant find one.. cant find someone to talk to me.. haix. seriously, the bear of the house, i would prove u that i'm better than u. u may win me becos u are the elder. but to talk about the killing intent.. i once held a knife infront of u, i wont mind holding another one infront of u again. dun force me to.
fading away; 4:44 PM
Roy.
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Saggitarus
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Republic Poly
Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
