Seriously, thank you veri much for the concern and enlightment. Each time u give me a piece of advice, be it long or short, it really encourages me and enlights me. About the 1st 3 questions that i spoke of, it's not related to what happen. As i known the person for a couple of days onli, i mean, she is an old frd. but we broke contact. I seriously thought that she was a mature person, somemore who can understand. but i was wrong. I really wan to vent my anger so much, that i think i can probably kill someone. The pain and anguish, disgust and sorrows rage in me like burning fire. I feel like stabbing myself to feel whether if i can still feel pain physically.. I really dunno what i should do, people ard me are carrying heavy burdens, i dunno who to talk to, who i can talk to. Bro, i dun wanna disturb u, u have ur exams, ur worries. I dun wanna pressure u anymore. So, i can onli swallow my own pain, vent it out somewhere people wont really care. My blog is onli frequent by 2 person. and thats what i guess. Bro, it's my 1st time encountering such problem, after i saw what u wrote, i seriously feel that i'm back to whom i am. Like a kid, whining. haha. thanks. u enlighten me.
anyways, bro, share a little sth wif u. I lost the feeling to love and to like anyone after that incident regarding about k. The one person who brought me back to feet again was her.. She told me that loving a person and liking her isn't about appearance, but about the char. After a chat with the person for a night, i felt a gush of disgust of my past. but when she took me for granted, i really dunno what i'm thinking now.. lust lust lust lust, my mind is treating female as toys. i have so much so much chances to lust, but i could not bring myself to do it. how much i wan to be a disgusting a55hole, but i didn't do it. because i'm not low or cheap. but i do not know why, i have to be treated that way.. like i'm a useless person.. seriously i think i might become a gay soon. JK! haha! alright.. joke.. haha.. the person whom brought me back to feet, is that same gurl that broke me down. Haix.. it's really been a lot of times that i have been taken up to heaven, and down to hell... haix..
fading away; 12:38 PM
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Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
