Seriously, i feel that mood has been rather down for me these days. I dun feel like doing anything, feel like working till i die. even more feel like working till i drop dead.
i think i'm suffering from some "illness" like what my big bro is suffering from. Haix. to everyone : Every decision u make, there will always be a consequences, be it good or bad. For every decision and consequences that make come, do not regret.
haix. recently, i'm back to my down part of my life. When i see films, series, human beings that are so much in love, my heart juz drop dead like it was shot in the heart. hell. how i wish i can kiss like there is no tml, how i wish i can hug her and never to let it go. Juz like every fantasy we wish to be in. haix. To have faith in oneself is like giving urself a gun and armor to be ready for an ancient battle that wields swords and shields. But how much or even how many people can even carry that kind of faith and confidence in oneself? futher more, how is it even possible to succeed? i wan to be like that, so i wont fail.. but i guess, whatever i ever wanted, would never be mine.
Dejection. So sad that i laugh crying. So pain that i felt no pain. So much sorrows, no space left for happiness. whatever, who would care anyway? all they would say is that i'm stupid. all they could encourage me is juz " get a better one. " Who would EVER understand how i feel? U PEOPLE never know, U PEOPLE act as if u know, but u people actually care is, "plz stop talking, get some life dude." make out with some gurls and go banging them like AH AH AH!. Do u think i even care? I may be chicky, i may be horny, but the main factor of love ain't about SEX, but feeling what the other party is feeling and share it between u 2. So shit u man, if sex is ur life, get some aids and get dying.
fading away; 6:18 PM
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Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
