i'm juz a lousy boy friend.. i feel so lousy.. always so lousy..
bf normally would spend their time with their gf on christmas right? i didn't. so what am i ? i know too well. a junk..
i hate myself. i hate myself.. i really hate myself. i dun even understand the meaning in life. lousy guy with no pride. onli piece of shit.
fading away; 2:28 AM
