after so long, why bother. why come back, tell me shit, and leave me. why do you have to be here.
goaway gofar comebacknomore
fading away; 3:29 PM
8.01.2010
*cough cough*
haha.. hello :)
wow, so much has been going on.
hello again :)
fading away; 1:39 AM
1.31.2010
Dear Blog/God/Emotions,
today i come to you, in forgiveness, i have done myself proud is being an idiot.
Hayley Westenra - creator of hauntingly beautiful music.
Out of a sudden shot, emotions came running.
I'm going to graduate soon, and i realized i have done nothing proud of myself during my poly life.
3 good long years, and it passed like it was yesterday.
I did an achievement - breaking my ex's heart, and she hates me.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Dear blog,
I come upon you, knees bent, heads down.
In sorrow, i write words that bleed.
In pain, i drew death.
In lone, i think of nothing.
In darkness, i cried.
I'm sad, i need a friend.
I need someone that understands, and open my heart.
I need someone to cut open this piece of stoned heart.
Must be wondering since that i'm aware, can't i just open up?
Comeon, Player by nature, how can i do it?
And what i need last thing is an S.
fading away; 11:29 PM
11.03.2009
today, i came online. without a doubt, i would always grab the mouse, and point it at the Mozilla Firefox. with a harsh click, i was on the world wide web.
WWW is a very very big thing, *for idiots who do not know* you can search for the latest news, the history, and even the future!
My hands for itchy, so i decided to type some stuff on the Google toolbar available by default thanks to Mozilla, they made my days easier when i get kinky, and type single hand.
Well, a list of webs came up, i got excited! I could not control my excitement of rage, i decided to let it all out. Then i started mumbling, "Men do less than they ought, unless they do all they can.", "Let thy words be few."
Yes, i could not help with the excitement i saw on the web, and yes, i finally found the one i'm looking for! Perfection!
"Hope is the dream of a man awake."
A very very beautiful inspirational quote for my early morning!
fading away; 10:03 AM
10.07.2009
made a wall, thicker than any titanium. layer of wall made, afraid to move on.
you cut my heart out, tore it apart.
today you told me that you like me. tomorrow you say i'm paranoid.
i felt your playtoy. and i'm not over you.
fading away; 12:10 AM
9.06.2009
thank you for that strong pillar. u been a great support.
at times i'm really selfish. but i made a decision, to, not fall back.
i am being someone i dun even see myself as. do it hard boi.
i may be just a boi, in many eyes. but i know where i stand.
i may use harsh approach on certain things, but its all for people's good.
i dun need any victory statement or trophy. a smile is good enuff.
thanks to that pillar, u gave me ideas, even though u are sarcastic. without that pillar, seriously, i dun even know where i'm standing now.
ur great! i hoped that i can be ur bb-ff. but sadly so, i'm not gonna be selfish!
cheers to friends whose always been a support. u guys sucks and rocks. both ways.
fading away; 11:37 PM
8.31.2009
i dunno what i should say to her. talk to her about.
i used to have so much to say to anyone. so many stories i can repeat and not feel bored.
but even my hands seems tangled when typing. crap.
forget it. i give up.
fading away; 12:45 AM
Roy.
I like R&B
Saggitarus
19+
Student
DOB231189
Republic Poly
Words of Inspiration
Once you move ahead,
there is no turning back.
And no one knows,
when will we ever talk again.
